Full Circle

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November 2006

Hilton's Story

Chapter 26 The Buddhists

He lay in a delirium for two days. Chills, thirst and malaria wracking his body, his mind jumbled by images of gods and the ferocious Mara, he would have died but a young monk noticed something strange against the tree. He approached, astonished, he realized it was a man, hurried over. Touching the ashen face, he was alive but just. With help from other monks the body was taken into a temple and laid on a bed where an older monk administered water and herbal tea.      

Cared for by the monks he slowly regained strength and the malaria was controlled. The monks had searched his backpack to learn who he was and found the cell phone with the Sanjay's number.  Sanjay was relieved to learn what had happened but was concerned about his health. He told the Senior Monk what had happened to Hilton and what he was trying to do. The Monk understood but felt Hilton was not strong enough to go to Calcutta and it would be better if he stayed in the temple until he could make his own decisions. Sanjay agreed.

Hilton stayed with the monks for two weeks. It was a pleasant place with the sweet smell of  incense in the air, golden statues of Buddha in the main worship hall and in lesser shrines within the temple. The food was plain, vegetarian but delicious. He was encouraged to meditate and join in the ceremonies with the monks. Gradually his mind cleared  and he remembered his quest for Kay.

The Venerable Master Monk came to him one morning and told him that they knew why he was here. “We understand your search, but spirits of the dead do not manifest themselves even when the love is very strong. You cannot continue this way. May I suggest you retreat to a monastery in the Himalayas to recover your spirit?”

“Please, Venerable, I must look for her. Give me time to think.”

He thought for several days more. When an opportunity came to talk to the Master he said that he would continue his journey to the places in the south they had visited. If he didn’t find her or receive a sign he would accept the offer of a retreat in the Himalayas.

The Venerable Master reluctantly accepted his decision and offered a novice monks as a travelling companion, the same one who had found him under the bhodi tree.  A tall, thin young man in his twenties, with serious dark eyes and a warm smile, his name was Ananda and they had become friends while Hilton was healing.

         His western clothes didn’t fit any longer and the monks gave him a robe like those worn by yogis. When the day came for them to depart, Hilton dressed in his yogi robe and Ananda in his monks habit, looked much like wandering ascetics of old. Hilton felt more alive than he had for many months. Ananda, too, was excited about the journey because he had never been far from the Ganges River.

            “I don’t think I thanked you for saving my life,” Hilton said as they waited in the crowded train station in Varanasi. “I was very nearly finished.”

            “Yes, you were. It was only by good fortune I saw you. You looked like a pile of rags.”

            “Tell me, Ananda, how you came to be a monk.”

            “My parents were doctors in Lhassa," he said. "When the Chinese came they were denied a license to practice medicine so they followed the Dalai Lama to India. They found a new home in Calcutta where I was born. I grew up in the English speaking neighbourhoods.”

            “I wondered how you came to speak English,” Hilton interjected. “You are still a young man. Were you not interested in being a doctor instead of a monk?”

            “I did dream of being a doctor until I met the Dalai Lama during a visit to his palace in Dharamasala. I realized I could do more good for Tibet first as a monk and then as a doctor.”

            “How long have you been a monk?”

            “I became a novice when I was eighteen years old. My father and mother brought me to Sarnath to meet the Venerable Master. I have been here for six years. The Venerable Master has said that I will soon be sent to medical school in America.”

            “Well, that's exciting. Congratulations, I’m sure you will have a great career and I hope you will not regret being with me.”

            “I think travelling with you will strengthen my karma,” he said as the gates to the train platform opened.

             Their first stop was Chennai, the old city once called Madras. The train pulled into the station early in the morning and among the rush of passengers was a yogi and a young monk looking decidedly out of place among the busy executives and call centre operators. Ananda, overwhelmed by the crush of people, looked decidedly happier when they found the bus that would take them to Kanchipuram.

The bus bumped along the road for several hours but when they emerged they no longer appeared out of place among the tourists, monks and yogis on the grounds. Ananda wanted to learn more about the Hindu Gods, particularly Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva, even though he believed in karma and the concept of cause and condition rather than the power of deities. The temples and the art that decorate them fascinated him so he asked many questions that Hilton could not answer.

Hilton took him to find the guru who had brought him into the Maithuna ceremony at the Kamakshi temple. He was not in his usual place but yogi approached them, bowed and asked if he could be of assistance. Ananda asked about the guru who normally meditated in this place. He was told that his name was Upsali and that he would return the next day. The yogi suggested they stay with the yogis and priests of the temple until Upsali returned.

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